Feeling Needy

So much stress. Stress flowing out of my ears. Not saying my life is the most stressful right now because I know there are probably people who are worse off than I am...just stating that I don't currently enjoy the amount of stress I'm under during this spring "break." I wish it was the workload. I truly do. It's not even that. And it's making me feel pretty depressed and extremely needy:

I need help from those who aren't able to give me any, I need answers to questions no one knows how to answer, I need someone to care (if not for their sake, then at least for mine), I need to meet some of the goals I set for myself, I need to figure out why my bosses are putting so much weight on my shoulders, I need to not crack under all that weight because I gaurantee it will not be lifted from me, I need to drop Bio ASAP even though I was looking forward to having Dr. B., I need my friend Amy D. to be okay and not be in critical condition anymore, I need to get back in shape before work kicks my ass, I need to learn how to do a right cartwheel because only being able to do a left one is not good enough (sounds lame, but it's a big problem of mine...work related), I need to eat, sleep, and breathe Abby Cadabby so I don't "ruin her image for millions of children for years to come", I think I need a hug sometimes, and most importantly: I need to know that certain people are going to be alright. I'm worried about them. I want them to be happy. It bothers me very much that they're not because I love them and want to see them happy. Yet all I can do is help. I hope it's enough.

I don't know why I just shared all of that, but it's all I got. Only thing I have left to say is that if you EVER follow the speed limit on any road, follow it on South Flowers Mill Rd. It's there for a reason. I'm sick of people dying on that road because they're doing well over 35MPH. It's just plain dumb.

LaTeR